got this song stuck in my head: "bless this school, oh Lord, we pray. make it safe by night and day. .. blahblahblah. " lols. duno why. hahaha. ohwells.
everything is clashing. every freaking thing is clashing. sighs.
trainings clash with church camp. and i cannot step out. i cant part-time church camp, which i was intending to, and i cannot pon drill! sighs. if i actually go for church camp, the 3 days are v important 3 days of training! 2 more days, its the camp then its the competition! sighs. then i'll be super tired. and out of the 7 days of holiday, i would have spent 3 nights and 3 days at home. and i might be going out and everything. sighs.
and then, my next competition would clash into my worship leading. and i ccannot possibly be there for teens. its mad. this is mad. oh man.
and now, its like, if i dun do well for the term 1, my mum wont let me go for church camp. cz if my grades are not good enough, shows tt i need to revise more to ctch up, i need to stay home and study and everything. aarrrgggghhhh.
so ma fann!!!! sighs, i need help. sdilhfvdosibgvslkrbd